It’s Been a While. You Look — Different.
I have seen the future.
It’s disturbing.
Actually, it wasn’t the future.
It was the present.
The now.
Today.
The thing about it, it wasn’t even my present. It certainly was close, though. It essentially shattered the visions I held within my mind of how the present appears. At least how I interpret it to appear. Put a pretty big spin on the past as well.
And now, I’ve got an image stuck in my head and it’s eating away at my insides. Gnawing at me. Peeling away the person I perceive myself to be and leaving me feeling a bit exposed. Worried that I am as starkly changed.
And feeling a bit helpless regardless.
Wow-now really wondering what had happened? Anything I can help with???
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Ed Reply:
June 15th, 2010 at 8:05 am
Not unless you have a turn back time pill.
I hate looking in the mirror first thing in the morning too.
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Ed Reply:
June 15th, 2010 at 8:04 am
I generally avoid it if at all possible.
I know you aspire for enigmatic. But sometimes it just comes across as “what the fu##?”.
For the record, in case you were talking aobut your physical appearance, and again, I am not sure.
You are still the very handsome guy I married…only wiser.
Kind of? Kind of? Yeah, getting old does kind of suck.
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Ed Reply:
June 16th, 2010 at 7:05 am
Kind of hurts, too.